There are times when the sky's palette is on top of me, there are times when I’m contemplating from the heights, the rip of a thought is all what it takes, then comes the emptiness....as of a blackout, not having knowledge of when or when is petrifying, but when I’m flying thru the heights it's the most completeness my soul, shall ever have...
Masquerade, Façade who will and who wont. Exclusivity of words and actions of everyone else except you. They say nothing will give you the peace you need if its not sipped from yourself first. No one will give you the completeness which you don’t build for yourself first. You will only love until you love the selfishness, but two souls will love when they share their happiness. Who the fuck says this? 3 decades, my selfishness has been not feeding it. Last 365, selfishness has brought me, my completeness at a price of a blackout. 
